There is a guilt to it, an anger at one’s self. A woman who engages a rival in a sexfight does not want to enjoy what their opponent does, at least not so much that they feel within themselves an orgasm building. And so, for some, when the tide begins to rise, and tricks and shifts of body do nothing to quell their swelling excitement, some women allow themselves to spiral. Focusing not on defense, or offense – their next move, or a possible escape – instead looking within to discern why they find the machinations of their enemy so pleasing. Searching their soul for the answer: why is their body, and in fact, their MIND, betraying them to someone they so loath.